Life's so full of Love..

i hate monday! arghhh.. pagi td bangun dgn sgt susah payah, konon2 nak sahur beria.. last2 x mkn pape pon, just minum susu jek, mata ngantuk sgt lah.. mlm td tido dekat pukul 3 pg pastu kul 4 lebey dah bgn.. tu lah. dah dua ari tido siang jek.. sape suruh?? sampai ke pukul 3 pg pon mata x ngantuk! sakit ati sungguh, benci, benci..! nak tido pon susah, macam budak kecik pulak nak kena paksa2 dulu.. abis tu dah bosan xde pape nak buat kat umah, weekend yg sgt2 bosan! layan tido je lah.. bangun solat zuhur pastu tido lagi..

erm.. pg td kul 7 pg dah siap pakai tudung.. tunggu apis dtg jemput tah kul bape tah.. sempat tgk mhi. n tak pernah tinggal buletin pagi dan tajuk2 akhbar.. hmmm.. macam2 kes ah.. takut.. byk sgt kes bunuh, kanak2, org dewasa.. sama aje.. (x sampai ati nak sebut)..

apa pun, takziah utk keluarga almarhum adik nurin jazlin..

saat yang bahagia datang sekejap saja

namun dalam hatiku kasih sudah menjelma

meresap di jiwa raga kekanda pujaan hati dinda

saat yang bahagia datang sekejap saja

namun dalam hatiku tidak dapat melupa

adinda pujaan jiwa kekasih yang jelita penawar duka

kandalah harapanku kekasihku sayang

pohonlah doa restu malam dan siang

marilah dinda mari kita bersama

memadukan asmara

saat yang bahagia

datang sekejap saja

bawa kisah asmara

di dalam hidup kita

seandainya kita rindu

sebutlah oh sebut namaku selalu

p/s: dedication to hubby... x tau lah sejak akhir2 ini suka pulak dengar oldies camnih... teringat saat2 bahagia ngan hubby..

it's tuesday, 18 sept 07 @ 2.35 i received sms from hubby, saying he's got great news for me. i called him n guess wat?? he'll be coming home for aidilfitri, well, maybe a bit late, the 2nd week of syawal, but still.. its good enough for me getting to spend our first syawal as married couple. n the best part of the news is that the CO approved his additional leave for another 1 more week, so he got 2 weeks leave for raya wif me. yeay! the last day i was wif hubby was on the first day of July, only 'bout 30 days after we got married... huhuhuhu.. pity me, i never got the chance to be wif hubby for more than 30 days..

this morning i applied for 5 days leave for hari raya, lucky me.. w/out questioning (like he used to do to me, ooo nope.. like he always does) my boss just sign the leave form. n suddenly after seeing him signing the form right before my eyes i felt such a relief! phewww..! thanks to him, i got 7 days 24 hours to spend wif hubby... hehehehehe.. i really can't wait for him coming home.. especially after wat happened to me early dis month..  

ermm.. i had a miscarriage.. baby had been in mommy's tummy for 11 weeks n suddenly he/she was gone (mommy didn't even had the chance to know ur sex, honey..) n @ dat time daddy wasn't @ home.. mommy's all alone. mommy went to the doctor the same day, he said everything was ok, there's no complication.. n there's nothing wrong wif me. he said mommy can get pregnant again @ any time.. but wat makes mommy sad is.. mommy's not living wif daddy.. daddy lives far far away in sarawak.. how cam mummy get pregnant again if daddy's not around? that is why mommy so glad that daddy can make it to come home dis coming raya.

thanks hubby for being so understanding n for all the support that u've given me..